i need to find myself.
who does God want me to be? who has He really created me to be?? I need to find me. Kaela. who is she? I don’t even know. Show me who you’ve called me to be God.
0i don’t know
why i can’t be satisfied with me. just me. God is slowly showing me who I am, but right now the resistance from the devil is incredible. I wanna be anyone else but me. Why do I feel this way? I have no idea. But, it is really annoying. I would like to be me. for once in my life, can I consistently and truly show who I really am? I am getting better at being true to myself, but still I have those days where I am so jealous of everyone else. I really need to see myself through God’s eyes. because he thinks i’m beautiful. But I just think i’m alright….
This is a long growing process, and I can’t wait to get to the end of this season where I truly know confidently who I am. Oh how great that day will be!!!!! I cannot wait.
0“I’ve failed so many things this year it’s not even sad anymore, It’s just funny.”
-Kaela
So true. I failed the physics quiz and I was like… Bro, I ain’t even mad….
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2facebook.
facebook makes me so depressed. i end up creeping on someone and then i see someone else i know and before i know it i’ve spent 30 minutes just creeping on people. it makes me depressed because i see what everyone else has and who they’re hanging out with and how pretty they are. then i compare them to me. then my negativity increases. and the cycle continues….
i try to not log on facebook. but i have to to check messages and make the mvmnt invites, and before i know it i’m sucked in. i really need to fast from creeping and stuff. this is not healthy for me spiritually. i need to keep growing in how the Lord views me, not how the world views me!
i am beautiful. unique. my own person. why must i doubt that? i want to show the world who God made me to be. i want to be me.
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